ydae went for treatment and hair cut
finally got my hair cut shorter, slightly below my shoulders.
felt mre refreshed
it needs to be done but no budget...
until my pay comes
why need budget right?
u tink i wil just cut hair meh?
i wil of course do treatment lah! hehe...
something had happened to my health
i did not wan to announce the details here
had told 2 close friends.
but then tat does not mean i cant go shopping or go out.
i can still do all those but i cannt make myself too tired.
and i need to exercise
imagine szeteng exercising!?
wat a joke!
but i need to do tat soon...
i wan back my carefree life many years ago.
happy happy, i would go shop, eat, slp, watch tv, treatment hair etc
tat was me a few years ago.
all these changed after i joined tat bloody sick disgusting organization & XXX
(cannot say it here)
but i cannt deny it had made me stronger.
job wise, after chatting with my colls from other dpts, i tink i am
alot fortunate.
no one will pick on me as long i do my work
no one wil say anything if i go off at 530pm, my knockoff time
cos i always reach office at 740am.
no one wil ask me why am i going on leave
my boss until now dont Q and just approve my leave
most of them dote on me.
i am always asked to do tasks tat are not meant for my role
but at least pple know i can do them.
wat do i stil wan?
pay increment?
yes who dont wan right?
i must say i gt reasonable increment lah :)
but i am still learning not to be affected by wat pple said abt me
as long i am happy, i shld not care abt wat pple said.
yes it shld be like tat but saying is easier than done loh.
tried to be like everyone, tried to do things tat pple do.
but realised i cannot.
my health got affected. i am not happy.
haha stupid right?

