as usual
sch was fine
beginning of the week i was quite moody, needed to pay quite a sum for my sch
and i just got myself a laptop (tok abt that later)
rather broke...
then started to nag at myself, why go and study
make yrself broke and tired
for wat?
but heng got jh, kang and han to turn to.
thanks han for the encouragement
he said complaint can but after tat forget abt it and carry on
yeah tat's life
jh also nv fails to listen to my complaints and console me :) thanks!
i tink kang is the mre determined compared to me. he also gave advice and he knew wat he wans in life :)
was reading debbie's blog. she is homesick. i tink she is brave. i dun tink i can survive alone there without my family... :(
all right here's someting good this week
the laptop tat i bought through the sch finally came!
here's my new toy! :)
i feel so proud of myself. bought using my own $, $1500.
i do not need a high tech one or light one
cos i am only using it for internet and work.
finally i get myself something tat i had wanted for very very very long..... :)
and yes i am blogging using my new laptop!!!!
i like mickey mouse and precious moments items :)
and see this towel, my ex bought for it for me. long before we broke lah.
yes is ex again, haha!
i tink this time i managed well. i am fine now.
i tink this time i managed well. i am fine now.
if being together makes both unhappy, why not split?
we stil go out together and honestly i feel more relaxed :)
last time i rather tense, ok got to stop here. cannot tok abt bad things since it's over.
my internet connection was also done by him.
friends who worry after reading tis, pls dont.
i know wat i am doing, we wont be together. we are just not meant to be.
now i shall concentrate on my work and studies totally.
i need to work hard to fight for pay increment to get my shoes, ear rings, bags, skirts, dresses.....the list goes on :p
and fri i organised a dept dinner at tiong bahru plaza. the restaurant food was good but cos it was cny period, there were many reservations
our dishes were served as a great speed...
but ok lah, can go home earlier ma..hehe..i dun like to PR.
will publish the pics soon here.
sometimes i tink i quite easy to hong. if i am angry, annoyed, u just buy me some sweets (of cos i must like har!) or ice cream, then i ok le.
eg. i was very sian over work. then went out for kampong chicken rice with colls, i felt better. at least i tink i have not let myself down. i feed myself with good food. just tat my body duno why dun absorb leh and gain weight.
pls i rather gain weight so dun say i am proud, boasting abt my thin thin. i hate tat honestly!
