JH noes me darm well
I tink i am v bad at times

when i need "consultation" from jh, i wil then msg him. =p

tok to him online abt work place, the stress.

he said the same thing as my mum.

they both knew my STUPID PATTERN.

no matter is study or work, i must finish on time with ZERO mistakes.

perfect.

but u dun need to b perfect all the time.

u can be on time but not 100% correct in the work.

but at least u tried ur best.

mum said if cant finish the work n is urgent, bring hme to do.

cos no point stayin late and work with an empty stomach.

if i starved til siao liao, i wun b able to eat anything after tat and wil get stomachache.

all these will only affect my health.

so now my aim is to go off on dot at work. Bring hme to finish wil depend on the volume and urgency.

tat does nt mean my working attitude has changed.

i am still the szeteng u all noe

who works as if there is no dae and night

wil stil complete my work.

but the mindset wil change. take it easy.

work wil nv finish.

life is short, no point work like a cow

cos i am not a cow

i am a human being who has feelings.

i keep tellin myself tat

only i can help myself.

dun u agree ?

but said is easier than done rite?

i wil try, wish me luck! =p

do u noe i ever gt darm stressed here n gt difficulty in breathing?

no one noes.

perhaps i am not suitable for challenging jobs.

but i cant stay at the easy job stage.

i need to grow up.

yes i am trying.

jh is always there for me. thanks! =)

forever there readin my msgs, and consolin me.

my very dear Buddy!